Well, here we go. My very first post on the venerable internet. My goal in this blog, really , above all else is my attempt to be more in the moment and to provide an outlet for my thoughts, and if anyone else reads this and finds something that provokes thought and or contemplation so much the better.
The reason for the title is that at this moment in time, there is not much of a difference in my searching for satori and fumbling in the dark. There are days that it seems more one than the other. Although it probably is the flip side of the same coin.
I have to admit that I find it daunting at times when I look at some of the blogs on the internet that are available. It does leave you with the feeling that there are some very qualified people out there that should be posting their thoughts and ideas and who am I to pretend that I am in that same circle.
All that being said, I boldly set forth with laptop and an idea and in the moment see what becomes of the random thoughts that I put forth.