Been reading a lot lately , and I was reading a small book by Jack Kornfield where he is talking about hindrances to home practitioners and the If only mind rang true to me.
You know it too, we all do, things would be better if only... had a better job, car, more money ... the list goes on and on.
It all harks back to desire and self. What's around us is of no consequence, whether we have tons of stuff, or not, internally we are prone to wanting , desiring 'cuz what we got is never enough.
Something to work on...